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All scripture references throughout are from the Complete Jewish Study Bible.

As a introvert I've become a closet believer in Yeshua HaMashiach (Jesus Christ). Praying in silent, believing in private, sharing the blessed Gospel with hardly anyone. A hermit in the extreme; this is my personal comfort zone. If I had my way I would live in the deep hills in a cabin far away from all civilization. Let's face it the world is a deeply evil place and most of the time the only thing I want to do is escape it. Maybe that's a fairly natural reaction, but I know Yeshua requires more of me and indeed of all who believe in Him at this time. 

My introversion and mistrust of church goers has been bulwarked by bad experiences with so called Christians, by a sea of false Christianity and false teachers, who have confused me and confounded me into silence over the years. Often no longer knowing what to think, I've felt like a minority among church people, who seem ordered and concerned with process and appearance.

Less interested in acceptance from man but rather acceptance from our Father in heaven I've walked alone and mostly in silence. I cringe every time I consider going back to church, cringe at the thought of all those judgmental eyes on me, people measuring themselves among themselves and measuring everything about me. People talking a lot and not listening. What a racket; but I'm comforted by the fact that Yeshua himself had very direct and harsh words for the religious people of His day. But more than all that, I'm comforted by reading His words and always continuing to learn about Him.

When I was a new believer I attended church and found I had to conform to the way these churches were doing business and to the expectations of religious folks and church appearances began to supplant God in my life. I followed along somewhat out of a healthy fear of God and wanting to be a good Christian. But looking back as a new "born again believer" at the age of eighteen, before being exposed to church, I was happy to share the Gospel without fear and pray that He heal people and He did. This seemed normal as a young person following God, isn't that what Yeshua asked us to do?

Now it's 2020 and the rising darkness of this world is not something a finite person can fully comprehend. Yeshua warns us in the book of Revelation that we not be lukewarm but committed and vigilant if we are to survive. The scriptures warn us of evil times unlike any other and that we should be aware and prepared. I, like many, believe these are those times. 

If you're anything like me you've researched the hilt out of what's happening in the world right now. Everything from the NWO and Illuminati plans for global domination, to transhumanism, to the pedophilia epidemic everywhere from church to state, to alien activities, underground cities and the rise of the Vatican's Exotheology, Jesuits, Freemasons and every scheme of Satan to infiltrate, undermine and masquerade. Nephilim, giants, angels, demons and portals opening. While on the natural front our food is being corrupted, our health is being attacked with poison pharmacology and our minds are flooded with evil concepts and images so as to acclimate the masses to the dark agenda at work in the world via TV and the internet. A person can be engulfed by this information and spend so much time pouring over it. But strengthening ourselves in His word is needed. His Gospel is still as it always was, His word stands the same and we as followers must equip ourselves and continue to bring the message of salvation through Yeshua to people everywhere. 

I welcome your feedback and you can reach me via the contact page. I want to thank those people online who offer their fellowship in lieu of my lack of in-person fellowship because it means a great deal to watch their videos, hear their thoughts and what the Lord is showing them. I don't see a lot of women speaking up for Yeshua in these times, so I hope I encourage other women to do so. Don't let others silence you, the churches have been good at keeping women quiet. If we can follow any example it's Yeshua's example where he did not deal with people based on their social status, wealth, age or marital attachment. The Lord always held conversations with women about His kingdom while He was hear on earth and didn't differentiate men from women, in the way many churches falsely teach.

We are not perfect in this finite human form, but Yeshua is being perfected in us, and we are called to love one another, and encourage one another, pray for one another, assist one another, be vigilant and not forsake His calling. So I am here and hope to hear from you. If He died for our sins to reconcile us to Himself, how much should we be working to love Him, and love each other. Be encouraged.

We are in perils in the wilderness, but we can take comfort by trusting in Him, praying and having fervent charity for one another.

Anja Atkinson